Dear grandpa please hold my hand a little bit longer because I am growing up so fast.

Please walk a little slower because your leaving me behind.

Please sit and eat goodies with me soon I'll be to old.

Please take me fishing with you and teach me how to fish.

I want to walk right next to you because you are the best........

My kids are the luckiest kids in the world.... They have grandpas who love them very much..

So thank you Steve and Dad For loving them so much. And as they grow older I hope they remember all the things you have taught them..

The bond between a father and a son is something I will never know . But I can say this it has to go deep.. They may not say it like women do but you know it is there.. Us as women we are talkers we express though words good or bad, but I have lately notices if you want to see what a man is saying look deeper, the facial expression, the tone in his voice, body language and the way they touch you. It says alot........

My three wonders of my world.... These are my angels, I never knew you could love somebody as much as you can a child.. The sweetness and love that surrounds them is so strong that you only know that god has his hands around them..

Sweet Girl...

Saturday mornings are great.. You get to sleep in kind of, stay in pjs a lillte bit longer, they are just a little bit slower than the rest of the days.. Well this saturday was a little different.. Chris and his dad were going fishing so ofcourse the alarms are going off at 4:10-4:15-4:30, we finally wake at 4:45 with all three going off.. So I get him off to his little trip and decide to go back to bed.. I finally hit that deep sleep and I awake to my sweet girl Mommy wake up, I made you breakfast in bed.. What an angel so we had gramcrackes and milk on a cutting board and watched the great saturday cartoons together.. And what a great saterday it was!!!!

Life is the most important story anyone can ever wright..... Every chapter is a new phase in a life.. So I do not want to forget my first and pray some are not my lasts.... The first phase..
The first pet a dog named blacky, the rabbit named EC... , the wonderful picniks my family had with magic square cookies my mean sisters (who I love to death now)The school time friends and all the girl talk.. and the endless nights with my mom talking girl talk, live and life..
The next phase and this is the one I am at now.. If I could hold on to this one and never let go I would because as a mother and a wife you think about all the things that the world says you should be doing instead of what your heart says you should... The last time I held everyone of my newborn children in my arms and kissed there sweet little checks and promised to hold protect and love for as long am i could and yet with every tear and evey drop of blood you know you have failed. The smell of thier hair afrter a shower or bath as we say our prayers and kiss goodnight.. Thier little arms around my neck as they tell me how much they love me.. The inosonce in their eyes as if everything is sweet.. Shildern are sent grom god and they live their young lifes as examples.. They say the things and do things out of love.. I know this probley make no sence to anyone but it does to me.. So I am praying that i can remember the moments that are there , make the most out of life and god will give me the strengh to keep the promise I have made The dreams I have set and the hope I have... Beacause a phase is really one a moment in time the minute you blink it is gone and you can not get it back... So to eveyone who reads this leave knowing I love you and I am thankful You are in me life to help hold and teach me...

Lessons Learned

• So you know when you are having a very bad hair day and somebody asks "well did you stick your finger in a the light switch?" Well we have just learned that the saying is true. Preston has just turned two and know has learned a very great life lesson. I was talking to Kim and trying to clean my house alittle when Preston let out a high pitched LOUD scream. So I went running. He tried to plug the fish tank back in and got bit... I the panik mom ask Kim (as my kid is screaming) is he going to be okay? She polity states I can here him screaming so I don't think you need to give him CPR. So one of the many lessons he will learn in life he has learned at an early age. And In case anyone is wondering Yes his hair was a little bit staticky.

"Hint Hint Nudge Nudge"

Minutes come and go, and you never share the happy times or the cute sayings or even the stupid things we all manage to do, in one day.. Until now!!!!
When my mother in law set me up this blog, truthfully I thought one more thing for me to forget to do.. But I have got a little (few phone calls) to give me a push so here we go.. We will give it a try...