Life is the most important story anyone can ever wright..... Every chapter is a new phase in a life.. So I do not want to forget my first and pray some are not my lasts.... The first phase..
The first pet a dog named blacky, the rabbit named EC... , the wonderful picniks my family had with magic square cookies my mean sisters (who I love to death now)The school time friends and all the girl talk.. and the endless nights with my mom talking girl talk, live and life..
The next phase and this is the one I am at now.. If I could hold on to this one and never let go I would because as a mother and a wife you think about all the things that the world says you should be doing instead of what your heart says you should... The last time I held everyone of my newborn children in my arms and kissed there sweet little checks and promised to hold protect and love for as long am i could and yet with every tear and evey drop of blood you know you have failed. The smell of thier hair afrter a shower or bath as we say our prayers and kiss goodnight.. Thier little arms around my neck as they tell me how much they love me.. The inosonce in their eyes as if everything is sweet.. Shildern are sent grom god and they live their young lifes as examples.. They say the things and do things out of love.. I know this probley make no sence to anyone but it does to me.. So I am praying that i can remember the moments that are there , make the most out of life and god will give me the strengh to keep the promise I have made The dreams I have set and the hope I have... Beacause a phase is really one a moment in time the minute you blink it is gone and you can not get it back... So to eveyone who reads this leave knowing I love you and I am thankful You are in me life to help hold and teach me...